You didn’t expect your life to look like this.
Not exactly what the Sunday school flannel board promised, right?
Maybe the marriage you trusted shattered, and your life and family with it.
Maybe the faith that once held you together now feels like a bra two sizes too small.
Maybe you’re staring at the ceiling at 3 a.m., wondering who you are and what the hell just happened.
At Seed Deep, we see you.
We know what it’s like to feel unmoored, undone, and unseen.
You’re not broken beyond repair. You’re not too much. You’re not lost.
You’re a woman who’s lived through some serious poo — and still dares to hope that there’s something deeper, truer, more whole.
Good news: there is.
Bad news: it’s going to require some digging.
Why I Created Seed Deep
I’ve been where you are.
I lost my 21-year marriage after a heart and gut-busting effort to save it. (Sad story here)
Everything I thought I knew — about love, about God, about people, about who I was — turned to dust.
Except the grief, the anger, and the disbelief. Those were my constant companions, along with the depression.
But one thing held: I knew who I was in Christ.
Even when I felt like a ghost of myself, God’s love wouldn’t let go.
I kept dragging myself to that altar — sometimes crawling, sometimes cussing — and He kept meeting me there.
Eventually, life sprouted again. Not the polished, Instagrammable version.
An authentic (and a bit snarky) resurrected kind of life, rooted in the fertile soil of death. Turns out the shit really is where it’s at.
And that’s what Seed Deep was born to offer.
What is Seed Deep?
Seed Deep is a sacred space for Christian women in transition — the messy, disorienting, wtf kind.
We walk with you through divorce, deconstruction, grief, identity crises, and spiritual dry spells, all without handing you a cliche Bible verse and a smiley face.
Here, you get:
- 1:1 spiritual direction & coaching
- Soul-rooted content (podcasts, blogs, workshops)
- Online transformational courses
- Transformative retreats (ever been to Greece? Ireland?)
We’re not here to fix you. You don’t need to be fixed. You need to be seen, heard, held, welcomed, supported, challenged, and loved.
We’re here to sit beside you in the muck — and remind you that it’s the dead and buried things that bloom.
Our Promise to You
You’ve been torn down by heartbreak or disillusionment — but your story’s not over.
Seed Deep is here to walk with you through the sacred shit pile and into new abundant life in Christ.
This is where the deep work of resurrection begins. Just don’t expect it to be tidy.
What We Believe
- God is near to the broken-hearted and meets us especially in the dirt and messiness.
- That resurrection starts in the depths of death, usually with lots of tears and running mascara.
- That faith can survive deconstruction — and come out stronger because it’s authentic
- That you don’t need to be shiny to be precious and loved
- That healing doesn’t mean going back to who you were — it means becoming who you really are. Who you were meant to be.
You’re Invited
If you’re ready for something real…
If you’re tired of spiritual bandaids and hungry for healing and authentic life with God…
If you want to laugh and cry, question and believe, collapse and rise —
Go grab your shit kickers and shovel. You’re in the right place.
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